February 20, 2009

Giving up

There's a point in your life when you get tired of fixing everything& trying to make everyone happy. When you finally decide to quit, it's NOT giving up.It's realizing you don't need certain people and the bullshit they bring in to your life'

February 9, 2009

Goodbye my lover

I chatted with a friend yesterday and it turned out that he just had his heart broken. So I gave him this song from James Blunt to help him cry his heart out, not that he needs it apparently, as he's sad enough already... xD
This song used to be my own broken-heart song. Accidentally heard it on my sister's ipod around two years ago. I was sitting on a bus back then, staring out the dirty window, hurting and thinking about the past relationship, then I just started to cry. I felt like I could totally relate to the lyrics. Kinda embarrassing, now that I think of it again. Well, it's been a while since I last heard this song, and even now, it still touches me.

This video clip is quite nice too.



Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

February 5, 2009

bete bete bete

Wajar ga sih kalo gue marah sama seseorg yg notabene berstatus istimewa gr2 dia ga nelpon atau sms pas gue ultah? alesannya karna dia udah nyelametin per fesbuk. So !? apa dunk bedanya sama org2 laen...Temen2 yg gue ga ikrib2 bgt aje niat tuh nyelametin pas hari H, ada yg bela2in nelpon jem 12 teng malah.

Critanya sih dia nungguin gue online, tapi brubung gue ga ol dia tidur deh.. Udah tau gue ga nyaut di msn, bukannya usaha nelpon gue ke hp gitu... Segitu mahalnya ya emank nelpon ngucapin selamat semenit aje gitu? pinjem hp orang ato cari telpon umum gitu..

Gue ultah senen, ini hr kemis. N kalo tadi gue ga nyariin, sampe skrg gue kaga dikontek juga...

Halah, ga niat emank dasar.

bete bete bete.

February 1, 2009

Setarbak Kopi

some 'warung kopi' in Malaysia

Mirip lah ya? hehe..