I told a friend I feel like drifting apart and detaching from my known world, trying to find some new balance. Well, to be honest, I can't literally explain the feeling, it's just what I feel right now.
And this is what he said,"yeah... control freak can be mad when they cant control."
Wow! He knows me so well :D Maybe I'm thrown off balance when I feel like I can't take things into my own hands.